So anxious help

Im 5 weeks and 2 days pregnant with rainbow baby. I had a miscarriage 3 months ago and I can’t stop worrying. I have cramps sometimes and CM is creamy and more abundant. I keep checking on my self every time I feel a cramp or a CM discharge. I just want this first 13 weeks go by fast so I can be happy and stop worrying so much😭😭😭

Am I the only one feeling this way???