I have never heard a better sound

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My family has been through so much this year so this whole over reaction is SO CALLED FOR WOW. I have been dealing with horrific depression, my family just keeps dying like? My relationship ended after half a decade. Everything is crap.

My cousin is like my brother, I feel like everyone has a cousin or cousins that feels more like a sibling because of how close you were raised together.

He and his wife had their first child last year in 2020 but he passed away at 3 days old due a genetic disorder. It was devastating, I cannot even begin to explain like for everyone our entire family was just torn up.

She is in her 30s so their doctor straight up told her “you really don’t have time, make another baby.”

So here we are and she is almost 13 weeks and they’re doing all sorts of scans and genetic testing done to see if their baby will have the same genetic disorder. It’s okay if he or she does, what happened to my baby cousin was extremely rare like wow. The odds of him being affected by the disorder so young were like NOTHING, it just happened. So yes this baby will be born, and they are doing everything to make sure he or she will be okay and they sent me a video of them checking for the heart beat.

That sweet little “thud thud” was the sweetest sound I have heard, I never thought a sound could be so sweet and comforting. It’s the promise y’all, the promise of new life and I am so excited for them and it just affected me so much that I cried to the point I was like snotting everywhere like it’s really been a rough year with so much loss and pain and that sound gave me so much hope. Heart beat was 148 and I personally think it’s a girl

Okay now I’m done

Actually no I’m not.

Put the MF EMPHASIS in rainbow FOR THIS RAINBOW BABY. he or she is bringing new life to a whole family who has experienced so much loss I don’t know how we are all still standing. We may not be able to physically be there because of covid, but man will this child be loved.