Unexplained infertility is so frustrating

Honestly I'd love to know why, after 4 years, I still can't hold a baby- 4 chemical pregnancies and my body seems to freak out every damn time.

Apparently there's nothing wrong, just that for some reason every time once in a blue moon I get pregnant it doesn't stick. So I just feel totally stuck.

I'm so frustrated and heartbroken and angry. So many of my friends are all posting and sharing about their 'miracle babies' and I feel so alone. How is it fair that a women who doesn't even want kids can get pregnant so easily while some of us struggle?

Anyway infertility flipping sucks.

The end.