Hi everyone .. normally I don’t do this but I’m really sad rn and I just need some girl talk and prayers.. this isn’t for sympathy so please refrain from any negative comments please ...

About two years ago I had a vision .. and a dream as well but I knew it was god sent .. I legit have always worked hard towards every goal and accomplishment just as anyone else has who was sent on a mission .. my vision was me teaching at a school, getting my degree and being happy all in my dream state of Texas .. I legit have been working my ass off and finally guys I got news tha the loan I had was approved to get the money and go to Texas .. my family is kinda stagnant and they don’t want me to go so they shut me out and told me I couldn’t come back home bc I wanted to chase my vision .. I had been packing and even got in contact with my leasing office and finished paying off rent with the rest of my savings just so I wouldn’t have an eviction on my credit .. I’ve been enduring nothing but harshness and cruel ness from family and I really don’t have friends at all .. I was legit going to move to Texas and finally do wha makes me happy along with getting my business the true potential that it deserves .. only to find out that my loan didn’t go through even after they said it did and now I’m stuck with nothing .. my family told me I can’t go back home with them, I have no friends, damn near gave away all of my things with excitement because this was happening for me and now I’m at rock bottom with no money and legit I can’t even get to where I want to go .. and girls I’m just sad .. I’ve been watching and being patient for 2 years and this year was finally my year and I feel like I messed it up .. Ik allah makes no mistakes and he showed me tha for a reason .. even in my vision my drivers license had just renewed and said the year 2021 was when I got it and 2026 was when it expired .. I bust my ass for it all 😪😪 I just need some motivation .. I’m not asking for handouts or anything but even if one of you guys wants to help me please message me .. I just need a sister or some sort .. please ❤️