First trimester and I feel like I am dying 😭😭

I just need to complain. This is my 3rd baby and while I am blessed and feel very lucky I am seriously suffering. I have HG, I'm so dizzy and shaky from not eating or even really holding holding fluids. But I'm afraid to go to the ER because covid cases are crazy right now. I can't keep up with my kids dogs and housework I can barely get off my bathroom floor without fainting. I've tried medications my OB prescribed and they literally do nothing at all. Trying to have some pedialtye and ensure but also not agreeing with me. This SUCKS and I need someone to tell me they were like this and felt better soon. I'm 8 weeks tomorrow this has been since 6 weeks so 2 weeks straight.