Everyone else is getting their BFP

So I'm getting really frustrated. I have a co-worker who is the one I am closest to. We've talked about her personal life and how her pregnancy was a surprise and not planned. They didn't want anymore children. So she has been having bedroom issues with her husband since she became pregnant, and she has not acted pregnant nor aknowledged her baby bump ever..not once. I have never seen her rub her belly, I've never heard her say the baby kicked. NOTHING! She's not even enjoying her pregnancy. And not because of morning sickness or being tired, but i feel like she doesnt have a connection with the baby due to her problems with her husband. Makes me feel like she doesnt want the baby. Shes is due in 8 more weeks.

Then I just found out yesterday another co-worker is 4 weeks pregnant. Her face when she said it was like... "Ugh .. Yeah I'm pregnant."

WHAT THE FLYING FAHK!! Why do women who are able to get pregnant not jump for joy when they become pregnant?? I hate that! Maybe its jealousy, maybe its seeing too many women being selfish and having unprotected sex knowing they dont want to have children. Im just tired of negative after negative. I want my baby.