Lost 15 lbs but I’m frustrated with myself

I think we can all agree last year was a year...

I was suppose to start focusing on being a better me and TTC.

We tried once to TTC. It didn’t work. It occurred then I hadn’t been focusing on me and instead I gained weight.

I realized I need to focus on being better... not just until I reach my weight but I want this forever!

It’s been 6 months and I have lost the weight back 15 lbs... but I’m so upset because.. I only just lost the weight back not more. So I feel like last year was a wasted year. I also lost this weight sooooo slow.

As soon as I get to a more comfortable weight I’m going to start ttc so it’s frustrating because I just want the weight to be gone now so I can try.

I am proud of myself just upset I’m holding off TTC again but I know It will be easier if I get the weight off first.

(Ignore the goals they make you put something)