I didn’t realize the effects of abortion

I’m a newly saved Christian who had an abortion 3 years ago, I didn’t know Christ back then but if i would have I wouldn’t have chosen to have an abortion..I was weary about God and didn’t feel loved by Him..but it is so crazy how different I feel now, I now attend church and Bible study and I am on my way to being baptized in the church by the grace of God, I didnt know before they God knows you when you are formed in your Mother’s womb, he knew my baby, and I didn’t even realize or think of that.