Stupid, Stupid, Stupid... 😭

I’m currently crying my eyes out due to the fact that the guy I’m in love with, does know. I’m terrified to say anything cause what if I loose him or even worse find out he doesn’t love me.

We’ve been fwb for almost 2 years and marking plans for next year to take a cruise. We spend like every minute of the day talking. We talk on the phone 5-6 times a day, he comes over every weekend, he’s definitely shown me that everything I’ve wished for in a guy wasn’t so hard to fulfill.

I don’t want any bashing please, that’s why the title is stupid, stupid, stupid. I know I’m stupid for falling for him. I know I’m stupid for crying over being in love. I just need to vent. I don’t have any friends, it’s literally just him in my life. He’s my best friend.