Venting

"Why are you so weird?"

Because I have no friends and can't talk to people without panicing. Because I have scars on my wrists and twisted thoughts in my mind. Because I see things that aren't there but nobody believes me. Because I do drugs to get away from everything. Because I was diagnosed with depression when I was 11. Because I was treated for three different types of anxiety all before I was 16 and none of them have gone away. Because I can't trust the people around me due to repetitive sexual assaults when I was 13. Because I had a miscarriage when I was 16 and never told anyone. Because I have ptsd from too many things going wrong.

"I don't know"