Feeling guilty

Hey mummas.

I am 17+5 weeks pregnant, I have hyperemesis gravidarum and am extremely sick, I have a PICC line that I get medication and fluids through 3 times a week and have had to have since i was 4 weeks pregnant.

I am so over being pregnant and I am hating everything about it, I vomit about 10 times a day if not more and I think I might of broken a rib from vomiting so much and am in so much pain.

I feel so guilty for not loving being pregnant because I know so many woman would die for the opportunity but I just dont know how to love this when i constantly feel like im dying 😔

Is anyone else going through this?