thoughts on a sperm donor ??

Hello

I am 27 years old and nearly a year ago now I found out I was pregnant and me and my boyfriend was really happy unfortunately I had a miscarriage and we was both really devastated and don’t think we handled the loss very well so we soon after the miscarriage me and my boyfriend ended up being over

We are still quite close and we still talk occasionally.

Anyways I am desperate to be a mother u have been for a long to be honest but since the miscarriage I am even more desperate to be a mother.

I can’t even watch anything on telly or be around anyone who’s pregnant or birth scenes on tv etc without absolutely crying my eyes out

Do you think it would be a good option for me to go it alone and look in to speed donor ?