Does anybody else feel so alone? I have nobody to go to. I have tried going making up signs for my mom, but I think she doesn’t take me seriously. I don’t even want her help anymore. The way she handles certain things rubs me the wrong way so I don’t want her to deal with this. Like what normal 14 year old just gets a bunch of pills basically saying that they will kill themselves? She said that I’m too smart to use suicide as a way to cheat out of doing a paper before I was about to say something. I feel like I need a therapist. I’m trying to be happier and I’m actually going to sleep now, but this is hard. I can’t do this alone.