Considering this is my third baby, I shouldn’t be so anxious about gaining weight, but I find myself so insecure about my appearance. I hadn’t quite lost the weight from my second child when we got pregnant with this baby.

Don’t get me wrong, I’m all about feeling blessed my body can create another baby, but I’m really down about not looking how I want to. And I’m craving sweets/constantly eating which doesn’t help 😩

Pre-pregnancy (with this child) I was 145. I’m only up to 152 now at 21 weeks, but both my previous pregnancies I gained 50 pounds. I’m also not one of the lucky ones who doesn’t get stretch marks....I already look 30 weeks with this baby and I feel like I’ve gained more fat also.

Don’t really know the point of this post other than venting and getting thoughts out. I’d like to think I’d lose the weight after baby comes, but it doesn’t seem likely I’ll have time for fitness with 3 children 🤦‍♀️ Also the fact that this baby is coming when the weather is hot has me stressed about wearing shorts, etc.

Love my babies, but my body is definitely getting hit hard with this pregnancy.