I can’t be honest enough as I just sit here and cry to my self.. secondary infertility it’s crushing me right now ‼️ It be so hard to look at your other children as they are growing and honestly not needing you much and wanting more children but it is not that simple.. It makes you feel less of a woman in a sense, and although my fiancé reassures me with or with out our own child together we are fine it has honestly become a personal battle. Right now I have giving up the fight cause it is honestly more mental than physical 😭 I just need time to process and come back after 3 years of trying/waiting I’m just tired.