Been with my husband 5 years married 17 months. We argue all the time. We don’t talk, we don’t communicate often, we barely have sex or kiss let alone touch each other. I love him of course I do he’s my husband and the father of our child. I love him so much but is that enough anymore? Every time I ask him if he loves me he huffs at me and says course not. As in he knows that’s what I think anyway. He’s not a romantic person anyway never really has been and I’ve learned to get over that. When we first got together I was a size 8 small girl he left his ex who he says was (big) obviously at the time I was flattered loved the attention. He used to never stop telling me he loved me he used to look at me like I was the only person. Now he barely looks at me and says 2 words. I’ve put on weight 4 stone to be precise since having our son. I’ve no energy I’m exhausted our son is type one diabetic my husband also has 2 other kids from his previous relationships so it’s hard work. We don’t have any time together. And he doesn’t care that we don’t. He moans at me for every little thing I do big or small. We argue more times than we don’t. He’s always reminding me how I used to be ‘fit’ I’m so unhappy. I don’t want to divorce him or leave him. But am I being denial that we aren’t happy. He literally hates every word I say. I know he is unhappy. There’s no point in another conversation about our future because it’s always him huffing and saying whatever. I’m 24 our son is 2 I just want a life that’s happy and exciting. We don’t have that I just feel so lost and alone.

I’m sorry I needed to rant and get this off my chest.