Anxiety going crazy

Does anyone else have crazy anxiety all the time about something happening to their baby? I start my second trimester tomorrow, but still feel terrified anytime I go to the bathroom that there will be nothing but blood.

This is my first pregnancy and I have pretty bad anxiety as it is, but the anxiety medicine I normally take isn’t recommended during pregnancy so I stopped taking it when we first started TTC. It’s been bearable until the last couple of weeks and now I can just feel it all the time.