Anyone else just get in their own head about stuff? I’ve had two chemicals and I just can’t help but think it’s not gonna happen for me. I mean honestly. I just think “If it hasn’t happened yet why would it happen later?” I hate being around pregnant women. I hate pretending like I don’t have a kid yet just because I don’t rather than knowing deep down that there might actually be something wrong with me. I’m just tired of it not being my time. I’m tired of feeling miserable and sorry for myself. I want to get over it