We’re having a baby boy

I’m currently 11 weeks pregnant and I just got my results from my blood test that I’m having a healthy baby boy! I’m am very excited that he is healthy however I can stop crying because of the sex is a boy😢. Once I looked at the results I immediately started crying because I wanted a baby girl so bad. This is my 3rd pregnancy with a boy and I really thought that this time would be different. I know these are happy times but I’m really sad and can’t stop crying. My boyfriend wanted a boy really bad..between both of us we have 4 children( he has 2 girls and I have 2 boys) and now I am on my 3rd boy. I feel extremely selfish and stupid to be crying over this to the point where my boyfriend can’t eve

n be happy that he got what he wanted his first boy. I know he’s truly happy about his son but also feels for me because he know how much I wanted a girl.I can’t help but feel depressed now. Any positive advice ladies, and please no negative vibes. I’m still very happy about my pregnancy and I know I will get through this☺️