How u felt when u had your no2 baby ??

So me an my husband already have a daughter that is gonna be 3 in April an she is a hand full already 😏 but we have said to start ttc as we would like to have a boy but would be happy with a girl to 😁but at the same time i am scared if I didn't cope !! I would have to have a c section which I'm scared about when I came home with baby an my daughter playing up.. So how did u all cope with your no2 baby ??? Would love to here your story 😁