Venting 😫😭

We’re starting our <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a> cycle when I get af( about a week or so).. husband and I have been sober a few weeks now. We paid for <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a> and have papers to sign tonight. My husband calls me he’s been drinking after work. I’m so disappointed. I feel like he’s going to ruin this. I don’t even understand.