TWW is awful 👎🏻 9dpo today

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my dr said i’m starting my period early... i had random on and off pink spotting 5-8 dpo... i’m 9dpo today and haven’t had any spotting but still negative tests... now i’m assuming it’s because it’s early but how would it be my period if i’m not bleeding and just pink random spotting. 😳🤦‍♀️ i’ve had implantation spotting before and it looks like this