In SHOCK 😅😅 Due in Oct

Ive done IVF 3x with my ex husband which all failed. I got to the point where i was just accepting what Allah (God) has planned for me. Months later after divorcing him and rekindling a relationship someone from my past. Being loved and happy...💥a missed period, which i thought nothing off. We had just started to ttc since he knew how much it ment to me and to him as well..i POS just to get the thought out of my head...i walk back into the bathroom to two lines...4 test later i still needed to see the word! Im still waiting for to get jnto the dr for my levels. Since i found out on a friday night