Stressed out with ttc

I'm just so tired of getting negatives pregnancy test. I had an ectopic in Oct. 2018 that was dissolved with a methotrexate shot. They told me that because of the ectopic it could be harder to have a successful pregnancy. 5 months later I fell pregnant again and had a beautiful girl that is now a year old. None of those 2 times of getting pregnant were me and my husband trying now that I'm trying I feel so stressed out about it. I'm only 7dpo currently. Which is when I found out with my daughter and I tested it was negative which I know is normal cause it is still really early but I just really feel like this month is not our month. I feel like all I'm doing is symptom spotting and I can't even help it