I’m 6 days post partum. Since bringing her home from the hospital I will break down in tears multiple times a day. Sometimes for no reason. Other times because I feel like I’m not cut out to be a mom. Because i feel alone. I I keep thinking about my boyfriend and mines life before baby.

My girl will only sleep on our chests, hates swaddles, the swing and her bassinet. Wails immediately when set down on her back. So my bf and I take turns holding her while she sleeps. I feel like it’s never going to get easier.

I feel so alone with covid, we aren’t having people come over to help us. I feel trapped in this house with a baby constantly on my boob. I get anxiety every time my bf leaves the house. Idk what to do. I hate that I feel this way.