I don’t need hate from anyone I’m already pregnant and emotional. 😪

So I jut found I’m pregnant (about 7 weeks) by my recent ex who is poly. I broke up with him because I realized I am not poly we weren’t together very long. I left but he wanted to work thru it so we’re both happy, so got back together and then I found out I was pregnant.

At first I was thinking to get an abortion, I’ve never had one, I didn’t know how I’d feel, but after setting the appointment and thinking about how I’d feel after getting it I changed my mind. 😔 I’m in my late 20s he’s in his mid 30’s. He’s now upset Bc I changed my mind about getting the abortion and want to keep my baby. I’m prepared to be a single mom and take care of and love on my baby. I know it won’t be easy but I am prepared. He is really upset with me saying I’m forcing him into this and I’m untrustworthy because I changed my mind and thst according to poly people I’d be seen as disrespectful and trapping him. I feel soooo hurt by what he’s saying to me. So hurt, I really can’t believe it. But I put my big girl pants on and said you know what, You don’t have to be apart of me and my child’s life. You’re free to continue your perfect happy poly life unaltered with a baby you made and you’ll never hear from me again.

I said that ladies because he is really pushing the fact that I am wrong for keeping my ebaby and that I’m forcing his hand etc. he said some pretty mean things and says he wants me to acknowledge the fact I’m forcing him to go thru this and thst it’ll ruin and greatly complicate his life and the lives of many many ppl (Bc of the lifestyle he chose). He’s trying his best to make me feel horrible for having my baby and manipulate me into getting the abortion so that his life can continue unaltered.

I’m over it. Smh on another note my family is really happy and ready to welcome baby with love and open arms. It’s sad how it all played out and never in a million years thought I’d be in this situation but I know it’s not the end of the world for me, me and baby will be happy with or with out him.