I don’t sleep very well because we have a 4 month old who is going through restless sleeping (moved around but isn’t awake) so hearing the movement keeps me up. Plus our dog sleeps in the room with us too and has been dealing with a scratched cornea so I’m constantly listening for her too.

So last night at one in the morning I took a melatonin to help me get some sleep. I roll over to get comfortable and DH rolls over and looks at me. I know what this means and I’m just too damn tired. He starts smiling and grabs my hand and places it on him because he wants a handjob. I tell him I’m tired and was about to go to sleep. To which he ignored me and said he won’t be long. I don’t care about the time frame. It’s one in the morning. I’m exhausted from a day of our baby screaming from teething. My arms hurt from holding her. But as usual he talks me into it. When I’m not going fast enough he asks what’s wrong and I say my arms are tired. So he tells me “you can kiss it” and I got mad and said “I could also be sleeping at 1AM too”. 🙄

So this morning he sends me a text saying how he woke up happy last night and it was my doing because I was on my phone till 1AM. So I woke him up. 🙄 this isn’t the first time. It’s always late at night when he wants something and I’m exhausted from being with our daughter all day. His excuse is that she doesn’t go to sleep until late so there’s no our time. I also know that we need intimacy but before I’m snuggling down in bed and trying to sleep isn’t the time. He think because I’m home with her that it doesn’t matter the time. It does because I don’t know when she wakes up or how long i will be able to sleep.

So I’m just kissed off at him and his waking up happy crap right now.