I hate it when people ask me and my husband when we're gonna have kids... idk what to say honestly when they ask me that we have been trying for a year and going on 2 months this month and hoping we may succeed this time but it hurts me so bad because I feel like a complete failure. There's people all around me that have gotten pregnant on accident and didn't even want the pregnancy and people that it takes maybe 2 months to concieve and here I am at 20 years old going on year and 2 months and nothing.. I never knew how hard it really could be. Tbh I hate myself because I just feel like its all my fault.