Anyone else having c-section nightmares?

My first was an emergency c-section and I’ll be having a repeat scheduled c-section this time, but I’m high risk for preterm labor and low birth weight so I keep having dreams that I go into labor early and my dr has to put me under general anesthesia instead of a normal epidural, but I’m still awake when they start cutting me open and I can feel everything! Ugh this freaks me out so much! With my first I had an epidural and I couldn’t feel anything, so I don’t know why I’m so paranoid this time. Please tell me I have nothing to worry about. I really don’t want to be put under general anesthesia! I already feel like less of a woman because I have to have c-sections rather than vaginal births.