I’m married but feel like I’m single- especially on a day like today
A little back story- sorry if it’s long!
I gave birth just before the pandemic and I have practically been the one to parent and raise mine and my hubby’s children alone. (Even though he’s at home)
I do all the cooking, as much cleaning as I can, run a business, and still try and make my house a home.
Last night my knee was in a very bad way - like I couldn’t walk without literally dragging my leg all day, but. I still gave my children a bath, fed them, clothed them, went out to my INLAWS, went to the pharmacy because my hubbys mouth was hurting for him, came home and cooked, put the children to bed, and did some work - ALL ON MY OWN!
My hubby runs out last min and says he’ll be back (I knew he was off to get me a card for vals day) - I already bought his a month ago.
Today being Vals day, he didn’t plan anything. I cooked dinner, more than usual and hubby said what he wanted to eat. I set the table etc. I was the one who cleared up and put as much of the food away as possible.
Hubby and I were playing and I hurt him a little by mistake - he hurt me too but that’s k. He was supposed to help me but Because he was In pain he couldn’t help me again, so I had to help myself.
I just feel so unappreciated and I dunno how many times I need to tell him this. He has NO romantic. Bone in his body. He was changed since we got married and become so complacent.
Seeing everyone loved up today with their gifts etc just makes me even more sad and resentful.
I don’t wanna feel like this. It practically feels like I’m single all over agin (I’m actually crying as I type this) am I wrong for feeling this way?
Ps: we come from a very traditional background me. Are the heads of the home etc
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