that answers my question it’s a he!l no to all haha

i feel like i’m in love with him, but he’s vv toxic, we kinda have a thing where we don’t talk for months and then start to ft and text again and then he does something to hurt me and then we stop talking. He was a rlly good guy till i ended things the first time when it got bad then he just started to not care but we started talking again last night and he seems like he’s changed and he seems a lot better he was in and out of juvey and did drugs but he got better then got worse but now i think he’s better and he seems to be a lot nicer and chill.