Confession: i want an accident baby

I would never miss a pill or “trap” my bf. I love and respect him too much. I have asked him to ttc soon since I’m older and he said “he knows my timeline” but if he did he would have proposed already...

We had an accidental pregnancy that ended in an early miscarriage. At the time I was relieved cause I wasn’t ready. But now I wish it lived. I want a baby so bad and my clock is running out.

Maybe I’ll never have a baby 😰 I wish he would propose soon

Edit: I left my last bf of 5 years because we had different timelines and I wanted someone older who understood my plans. Now I fee if I leave I’ll have to start all over again and then I’ll never have a chance to have kids after wasting so much time