Started ttc December 2019, got pregnant in February 2020 and miscarried ten days after finding out. Now it’s been eleven months and I’m still not pregnant. I even went to the gynecologist and had 7 blood hormone tests and an internal ultrasound. My doctor confirmed everything is normal and that I am ovulating every month. We’ve gotten the right timing every month. We’ve used the OPK’s, the thermometer, and I get ovulation cramps that confirm ovulation. And still. Not. Pregnant. My doctor told me that since I had a chemical pregnancy I should have no issues conceiving again but here I am feeling like a failure just like every other month. My gyno said I was fine and he sent me home. I also have irregular and very painful periods that he said were normal even though I know it’s not because the pain gets so bad I puke and almost pass out. I literally feel like there’s a blockage or something causing the sperm not to reach my egg. My doctor didn’t seem too interested in digging deeper into it so I decided to switch to a female gyno but I don’t meet her until the end of this month. It’s been almost a year and a half of trying and I am exhausted. I just want a peace of mind and my baby 🥺 this whole process has completely made me hate myself and my body for not doing what it was made to do. Wtf is wrong with me? And it doesn’t help that literally everyone around me is getting pregnant (I’ve seen 5 pregnancy announcements just this week) like when will it be my turn?? I feel like it’s literally never going to happen and I should just give up. I’m 90% sure I have endometriosis but no one and I mean NO ONE will test me for it unless it’s through extensive surgery. I just want to give up on everything.