My husband and I had our first baby 2 months ago. She's the most beautiful and perfect thing ever!!! Im so in love with her!!!

But anyways... My husband told me he was gunma take the first 2 months of her life off of work. (Yes we can well afford it). Instead he stayed home a month. And literally slept the entire time. I am not exaggerating or joking. He went to sleep b4 me, woke up way after me then napped. Then the second month hit and he decided to go back to work. Now hes never home and when he is, he does ANYTHING but spend time with us. I tell him i feel alone and i miss being held and loved on and he just shrugs it off... I talked to him yesterday about it and hes all like we will spend some time together... Today gets here n he says hes taking the day off to spend some time with me.... Hes been outside for about 8 hours now. And is getting drunk. I am getting very pissed. I try to remain happy and calm because i know it could always be worse but fuck idk how much more of getting pushed away i can take.

Edit... He decided to take the day off yesterday as well. (For me) then ended up leaving for hours. I asked him about 8 if he wanted to lay in bed with me and watch a movie n he replied by asking if we were going to bed early. I told him no maybe we could have sex n watch a movie (😂) then he could hold me. He repeated himself... So he clearly didn't want to. Instead like normal we layed on opposite ends of the couch. I even kept making sexual remarks throughout the day and he had no interest. Im done dude. Idgaf anymore. When he wants something it happens. For me not so much. I havnt been held in so long. Im married and feel so alone. Its sad. Im a stay at home mom amd i literally cry to him how lonely i get and he says sorry but does nothing to change how i feel not even for an hour. Fxxk him.