Hello ladies, I’m sorry in advance if this is all over the place. I’m feeling a bit down and need some support. This will be my fifth cycle trying. I know it isn’t that long, but please validate my feelings, I’m sure you all know EVERY month it doesn’t happen is hard.

Last week I had a few cigarettes, I felt so so bad for having them after quitting 8 months ago. I’m trying to forgive myself for it, I judged myself alot for falling into it again. But I threw them out, will never touch them again no matter how down I feel.

I’m supposed to ovulate saturday or sunday. I really hope this is my month, because the babies due date would be in the same month as the birthday of my fiance, mom and sister. I’d love it.

Does anyone have any tips? Besides from opk. Foods, teas anything?

Please pray for me, I have been praying a lot recently and thank you to anyone who read through this unnecessarry thing.