Waiting for HCG blood test results

DOL

I noticed that my pregnancy tests weren’t getting darker by 5 weeks so I’ve had a blood test today. This isn’t the norm in the UK, I had to request it. I hope they’ll do a second test to see how my levels are/aren’t rising. I feel like I’m waiting to be hanged 😭 I’ve already had one miscarriage in December and I have a dreadful feeling this will be another or an ectopic. Has anyone else been in this position?