Seriously question. I've always suffered with anxiety and depression. But TTC has made it worse for the most part. Sometimes I'm ok and I can get on with it and other times I feel like I'm a failure and I just can't function, it drags me down so much. I was excepting to go into this TTC journey and enjoy it but now almost a year later, not having a period till October, that cycle being 49 days long, then the next cycle being 34 days long, not getting a positive opk this cycle, being diagnosed with PCOS, I just feel like it's never going to happen and I'm so down about it. I've been trying to distract myself with decorating and crafty stuff but then I sit and think about if we have another child and then it just makes me feel awful again.

How do you cope with feeling like this? Thank you ❤️