Updated I wanted to add her obituary I had my 36 week appointment on January 7th and found out my babygirl didn't have a heartbeat. They induced that night I had her January 8th and she had the cord wrapped around twice. I was in labor 15 hours and pushed for 1 hour no epidural. No  pain is worse than giving birth to your lifeless baby. I kept hoping and praying that she would cry but she never did. So I sat there holding my lifeless perfect little girl crying. My husband only held her to bring her to me he said he couldn't stand to see her like this. My heart hurts so bad. I've had many bad days and a few good days. Today's a bad day I just keep crying and wondering why my babygirl is gone. I knew something was wrong through my pregnancy I went to the er 3 different times and they sent me home because everything looked fine but I knew something was wrong I keep thinking I could've saved her. I feel like I cant be happy anymore.