I got him on health insurance and to doctors

So I have opened up on here how I am dating someone who has multiple personality disorder.

It’s a VERY real thing and it’s something he personally developed to survive his childhood. One of the posts I made, I think made people scared because he pinned me up against the wall and held my face so hard it busted my lip and I ninja rolled from underneath him off my bed and he went back to sleep.

I called my insurance guy who is like. This guys amazing, and I got my so on health insurance and took some space for him because I have PTSD and that triggered me. I had tunnel vision.

He has been put on a few meds and saw a psychologist. Some back story: I don’t know how my boyfriend is alive. He’s covered in scars, his childhood is something from nightmares. But,

He is doing so much better. The psychologist he was referred to is literally an amazing human being, an angel and he is just ALREADY like glowing. Everyone is gone

But one. By everyone I mean, all the other personalities. The mean ones, the scary ones.

All but Beth. Beth is not a threat, she is just.. like a 14 year old girl I swear to god.

She sits up and talks to me, asks me questions and goes back to sleep. She also watches me walk around.

She is who was made when he was woken up everyday of his life being beaten until he was unconscious. Think of her as something maternal.

Well there’s no need to be maternal around me so I just get bossed around.

Beth will randomly yell at me in the middle of the night if she sees I’m up and around.

This is the exact conversation I just had.

I want to tell you guys this to update you on him, and show a lighter side to MPD.

Beth: hey. ... HEYYYYY!!”

Me: yes good lord HELLO

Beth: bring me all of them

Me: all of what?

Beth: the kitties. I can’t get up. I want all of them.

Me: you already have a cat snuggling you.

Beth: um, I said All.

So I put the other two cats on her and she smiled at me like 🥰 and went to sleep. It’s been 45 minutes and he is still smiling in his sleep.

He never remembers these conversations because sometimes it’s like ridiculous the things she says, because she’s extra and he was like “yeah I don’t remember that at all.”

Oh, Beth will also steal all the blankets.

I’ll wake up in the middle of the night freezing and he is bundled up in all the glory of my massive comforter with a huge smile on his face and I’ll just angrily say “BETH” and his eyes fly open and I rip the blanket back and scoot into him. she just lets me do it.

Beth was rude at first but she tolerates me now. She’s not exactly friendly but are any teenage girls? Exactly. Reminds me exactly of a teenage girl. God I cannot emphasize enough how real this stuff is. His face, and mannerisms change when Beth is out. He speaks differently, more feminine. He’s whiny and bossy, nothing like his core personality at all. She thinks she’s always right, and is an extra sassy butthole. She’s really been leaving me alone more often because I told her she wasn’t needed at all and she got mad about that and then realized oh yeah. I don’t have to be here.

And then randomly I’m being yelled at to bring all the cats to her

I truly think she lives in his brain just as much as he does.