Feeling lonely

My so other has been stationed in Germany since July 2020. I am still in the states because we aren’t married and I needed to finish school. But then Covid messed everything up. I should’ve been able to see him by now. I was planning to go for Christmas and stay but they won’t allow people in. We missed our 2 year, my birthday, & New Years. And as far as we know now he may be deployed for 6 months. So as of now I won’t see him till this time next year.

I’m having a hard time dealing with being apart. At first I cried, a lot. But now I’m angry I think. I want him to call & text more & just make more of an effort. But he flat out has said that he’s giving his all. What do I do? How do you guys cope with being apart? Idk I love him so much and don’t want to be apart but the thought of being apart for a whole year still scares the shit out of me