Hard to leave but I know I have to

He says he used to beat on me because he loves me. Says some women ask for it by always running their mouths. All I did was tell him things I didn’t like in our relationship. He doesn’t like to communicate and that’s a huge issue for me. He’s cheated on me, had a child on me, constantly lies to me. I need therapy. So sad my child was brought into this. All the cheating, abuse physical/emotional, my child came into this hell hole. The beatings stopped but the lying and cheating continues. 😔 even with a newborn