Gahh need advice...

Meg

So I just found out I'm pregnant (been trying 8 months and had one miscarriage in there and I'm only 10dpo). I'm a SAHM and don't go anywhere, my husband deals directly with covid patients and is vaccinated. We just booked a three hour non stop flight to Florida with my almost 3 year old, but wondering if I should cancel. We all have N95's. It is to visit my parents who we haven't seen in 8 months and I've been feeling depressed and isolated and just felt like this trip would help us recharge as a family. We will be staying with my parents who are vaccinated, so the only risk is the southwest flight. I'm so scared of having a miscarriage again so feel like the trip would help me keep my mind off of it as well. I have some pretty bad anxiety when it comes to covid though. I feel like traveling in early pregnancy during covid is probably a stupid thing to do. But then at the same time I wonder if it's less risky the earlier in pregnancy? Just looking at the data and doing some math I figured out there is probably a 6% chance someone on the flight could have covid. I'm not too worries about the airport. I've planned on staying very distant and not using restroom, wearing n95 and face shield. Gahh am I being super selfish by doing this? I literally go no where and see no one indoors, only outdoors masked. This would be the only risk I take, but I know covid doesn't care. 😂