He cheated. I stayed.

So he cheated. I stayed.

It’s been 2 years but I still think about the other girl. He hasn’t done anything since but I worry. I don’t wanna hear the break up with him stuff, I know I have to.

But . . . Just does it ever get easier not being paranoid? I always think of the stupid gross details. Did he finish? Did they do more than that? Has he done that a lot and I never caught him?