I wanna see my baby 😩

Im 12.5 weeks and haven’t had an ultrasound since 7 weeks. I know this is normal but I can’t help but worry and wonder if everything is ok! By now my baby looks like a real baby and last time I saw him or her they were just a little shrimp! It’s almost as if I need to see it again to really believe it. Can anyone relate? I am listening to the heartbeat with my Doppler at home, which is reassuring. But I just wanna see my baby!!! If I can hear the heart beat, surely my baby is growing as they should right? I don’t know why I have this irrational fear that it stayed looking like a shrimp because that’s the only picture I’ve seen of them🥲😂 next ultrasound is at 16 weeks to find out the gender!! 3.5 weeks to go 🙏🏼