OTC or home remedies for hemorrhoids!!!

PLEASE if you know of any way to get rid of the lump/bump, let me know!!!! I’m so insecure about it and I don’t want to go to the doctors for it, I don’t want to get surgery either. What are over the counter products or home remedies that you have tried that get rid of the bump/lump? I don’t have any pain so Im not liking for pain relief, I want the lump/bump gone! 😔