TTC Baby #1

My husband and I have just started our TTC journey - this is cycle 1. I'm really struggling with feelings of anxiety - I'm a crazy planner and control freak and it just makes me feel anxious that this is something I can't control. I have such a fear of the unknown; not knowing whether it will happen this cycle or whether we'll still be trying in 12+ months.

I'm just getting wrapped up in the anxiety and too in my head worrying about things that I ultimately can't control. I know it's irrational but it's hard.

Has anyone else experienced this and how did you combat?