Am I depressed ? What’s wrong with me ? Why am I so unhappy while I’m pregnant

I have an amazing 1 year old and I’m 17 werks pregnant. I love my husband. I love our family. For some reason every day I am extremely stressed out. I feel like the heaviest burden on my shoulders. I get so overwhelmed waking up and our house is trashed every single day. Some days I don’t even have the energy to clean it and then I get even more stressed that everything is disgusting. Like actually gross.

I have no energy in general I am always tired. My baby is still breastfeeding and she wakes up multime times a night recently. I feel like I have so little patience and I just start crying over everything. Idk what to do.

I was diagnosed with PPA after our first and I still have terrible terrible anxiety. The only medication I could take was Zoloft and it made me so sick I had to stop it after 2 weeks.

I don’t even want to talk to my husband about it anymore because I know he thinks all I do is complain and that nothing is good enough for me when that isn’t the case. Idk if this is just my hormones or what .