Drained anyone else?

Who knew how draining it would be to try for a baby I seem to obsess every month taken like 50 ovulation tests there is no need and a ridiculous amount of pregnancy test I have tried not tracking and it just makes me more worked up I’m very lucky as I already have children but when your desperate to be pregnant it doesn’t matter I feel like there a void that someone is missing I love my children more than anything but I know I want at least one more but I’m beyond exhausted at the fact I’m trying and not getting anywhere sex is no longer fun just a task I’m trying to enjoy it this month and March will be the month I get my bfp and bring home a happy healthy baby 💪🏻