My body is our body..?

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So like when you’re married are we just your body belongs to your husband for pleasure so you need to keep up with his expectations or is not doing what you want with your own body no wifely enough?

So I like my bush. Because I still am fat since birthing with hypothyroid and IIH. I’m working on it. But depression bc of my marriage didn’t help. MIL has Bible beat it’s his body for his pleasure....and he wants me clean and back to when we were dating...

I will punch someone if I get waxed I hate anticipation with a passion. Just like I hate eye drops at my eye doctor. Shaving is horrible I cannot see....I flare up because my skin is sensitive to trying topical removal

Now what? Not good enough anymore? Not my body anymore? Tips please!