Just venting

This is all so hard. I am a stay at home mom to a 21 month and handicapped. I am 35.5 weeks pregnant. I think I threw out my back. My loving husband is working his butt off 70 hour week. I am just spread so thin. All day long all I do is cry. I had high blood pressure last week from the pain. I am already being induced early in 2 weeks because of my gestational diabetes. I want a healthy baby and trying to do it all here at home alone. It is all just so hard.